Timothy get down. Timothy that’s your father and he works very hard and he loves you so much but get off him. Timothy honey listen to me, focus, don’t let the bad animals come in remember? Shoo them away and instead feed the calm happy animals inside you. Instead of doing all that just come back over to me and give me a big big hug. Show me that you love me! I love you my little viking my little hero! You are amazing and never forget that no matter what. No matter whatever just crouch down and find your special pebble, charm, rabbit’s foot and hold on and believe. Close your eyes and open your heart to the world’s grace that is beyond us yet still pulsing within, and we are like chambers that just need to be unlocked by love and grace, and it’s simply a matter of finding the right person to unlock it. Your father is that person for me, has been since I was 17 and so confused and lonely and my toxic parents were killing everything in sight. They were wretched and still are wretched stay away. Whatever their bribes temptations believe in me your nurturer, believe in me who cries for your safety and future I love you more than possible if I lose you I am done, finished, destroy me.